who still uses this thing? not me!

 so i 'm pretty freakin bored... but its okay cuz i had to work all day and i made lots of money so i'm good. i'm kinda tired.

i have to pee real bad.

uhm... i'm lookin at cars tomorrow with mi madre. it should be nice to get to see what i can afford...prlly nothin but w/e.

"i think i'm crazy...crazy bout you!"

no one uses this xanga stuff anymore. well i don't really. cept for now.

well yesterday was meh. me and craigms kinda had a lil fight thing. idk, it was wierd. but whatev. we're good now. i still love him as much as before. i'm glad i found him so soon. he's so great.

camping was awesome btw.

its storming kinda. it was thundering but not so much anymore. i wanna go see a movie. maybe i'll see if he wants to do anything today. i hope so. 

anyway, we got a dog. he's so cute. he just has a stupid name. Blaze? what kinda name is that lol.

i wanna move out so bad. when i get a car, the first thing i'm gonna do is save up for an apt. then i can know what its like to live on my own. it'd be so nice. i don't want to be stuck here forever. lol. i hate this town. its so boring and...gay.

whatev. i'm out.

wwwwwwwwooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!

i hate going away for a long time when i have something good back home. it seems like this always happens...

i just feel like hes keeping something from me...

why won't he just tell me?!?!

f this. i'm not even gonna think about it and have fun for the last two days i'm here.

adam is supposed to come here tonight. maybe i'll get to party with him and chris. i hope so. i need something to keep my mind off of certain things...

whatever.

edit--------

he came clean...

and it was nothing. he just didn't want me to get mad about him going to the bar and driving home so he lied. but he called like an hour later and told me the truth. what a great boyfriend. i love him...

kbye